Little Veracity
Posted on 15th Jul at 4:07 AM
The Trap of Her Love

How can she make me so euphoric and desolate at the same time?

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Posted on 15th Jul at 12:14 AM

I basically spell it out for her in a text that Iove her and he’s an idiot but she just doesn’t fucking get it and I just don’t know what else to do I want to kill myself.

Ok so I don’t think you love him I never thought you did. You think you do because he’s giving you a bit of attention and telling you all the things that he can do for you. And you’re comfortable with him and so he’s able to influence you and put things in your head. And because he’s shown friendship to you you’re taking that companionship further. And that is not love. Well at least to me. And maybe I don’t know exactly what that is to you but I know exactly what it is to me. And being in love with someone is very distinct you can’t mistake it because you know. You feel it in the very pit of your stomach and the bottom of your heart. You feel so emotionally attached that you can physically feel it. And when you’re in love with someone you become invested in them and their happiness. It’s like no matter what you just want them to feel loved. And when you’re with them you can’t let anything affect you because they’re there and you’re with them. And if they hurt then it hurts you. And in everything good you see them. And you may get into disagreements but you can’t stay mad at them because you can’t stand being apart from them. And it’s feeling like you have somewhere to belong and someone to belong with. And they pull the sadness out of you like no one else can. That doesn’t mean you won’t get sad but they always find a way to make you feel even the slightest bit of warmth. And you just are so sure of that.

Posted on 14th Jul at 2:31 AM
I’ve lost.

I love her. I’m IN love with her. But she tells me she loves him. I’ve officially lost her. And I can’t take this anymore. I’m going to explode. I’m shaking. I only see in grey. I want to die. I have NOTHING to live for without her.

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Posted on 24th Jun at 7:38 PM

I made a post about wanting to kill myself on my main blog. Because I do. She texted me about it. And was like I don’t want the first funeral I go to to be yours. That’d suck so much. That was kinda a punch in my gut. It’s like damn she cares. But at the same time it hurts that she care like that because I’m in love with her and she’ll never be in love with me. And I want to die because why live if I can’t have her?

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Posted on 16th Jun at 1:48 AM
One of our convos from today
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One of our convos from today

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Posted on 16th Jun at 1:47 AM

She sent me this. I love her.

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Posted on 12th Jun at 8:21 PM
Was texting her today. This literally killed me. I hate reality man.
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Was texting her today. This literally killed me. I hate reality man.

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Posted on 12th Jun at 3:59 AM

Today is Thursday. Monday was her birthday. I posted a picture of us but deleted the post due to the fact that I would like to keep the both of us anonymous. But I would like to make a post in honor of her turning 17 on 06/09/15. She thoroughly enjoys the fact that her birthday is on 69 which I find funny. I got her a custom jersey that matched to mine, 3 playlist CDs, and a duck ring holder.

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Posted on 10th Jun at 12:46 AM, with 252,947 notes
"I hope you fall in love
With someone who always texts back and never lets
You fall asleep thinking you’re
I hope you fall in love with someone
Who holds your hand during the scary parts of
Horror movies and burns
Cookies with you when you’re
Too busy dancing around the
I hope you fall in love with
Someone who sees galaxies in your eyes
And hears music in your
I hope you fall in love with someone who
Tickles you and makes you smile
On hard days and on easy
But beyond all that I hope
You fall in love with someone
Who will never leave you behind
And who will never take you
For granted, someone who
Will stand by you when you’re
Right and stand by you
When you’re wrong,
Someone who has seen you at your worst
And has loved you
I hope you fall in love
With someone who
Kisses you in the rain
And hugs you in the cold and
Wouldn’t have you any other
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